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verged on the crackup

1

erveryone but me have some places to go.
they might need to back to thier houses, or some place we called home.
thought some might go somewhere far then where we belong.
there’s just me, I sometimes think I am the only one don’t have place to go.

the moment I realize I am always wondered a place to go, such as what I build at home.
home, I am always be here guardedly waiting them back, thought I am still alone.

more than love is that I am looking for.
more than hope is that I am standed for.
more than home is that I am waiting for.

that is why my heart is borke.
that is why I live with a hole.

I am not ok, but it have to put on hold.

crackup and crackup repeats again and again.
when will it finally ends?

 


 

2

搬家後,沒有陽台了
我把自己躲到自己的裡面
因為,我連陽台都去不了了

 


 

3

no hate, no regret.
just can’t believe it anymore.

 


 

4

I am not the same like the others who might need a hug or being loved.
and I don’t need someone talk to, comforts neither.

this chapter is for records only.
and maybe for myself to stop crackup again from that night.

 


 

5

what I want the most?
I’ve already got, smoke and whisky are the choice always.

 

 

7 Comments

  1. 【QUEEN回覆】
    ▼sharon:謝謝你,當時已經更正囉!

    ▼花蕊戀春風:沒關係,我沒生氣啦!噗

  2. ㄜ 對不起 女王 我沒有開玩笑的意思………因為我不太常留言 可是我都會抽空
    上來看一下 所以留言時 忘記糬名

    部要生氣~ 原諒我吧~烏烏烏 我知道錯了

    我會好好懺悔的~sorry

  3. hmm 雖然以前都沒有留言過
    只是我想跟你講你的一些單字拼錯了
    realise -> realize
    regeart -> regret
    borke -> broken

    不是故意挑毛病,只是看到有拼錯字的時候,就很像看到別人打錯字,然後想幫別
    人訂正的感覺吧..

    but anyway.. hope you feel better now 🙂

  4. 【QUEEN回覆】
    ▼johnny:sure:P

    ▼無名氏:下次請留名,否則我會當你惡意的。
    拿別人的悲傷開玩笑,是一個很大的不尊重。

    ▼E開頭的悄悄話:我是一個很奇怪的人,這個世界上如果只剩下我一個,我也會
    努力不放棄。
    可是,如果沒有那種支持的力量的話,我沒有辦法一直不加油衝下去:)
    不過不用擔心我,我只是誠實面對我自己,以及大眾。
    如果有天我撐不下去了,請明白我百分之一萬的努力過;當然,此之前,我會盡力
    到最後一刻的。

  5. You are loved, just you may not know of. Please do see the world from
    another angle. Always think positively, please.

    Edward

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